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24 January 2006 @ 04:24 pm
17 December 2005 @ 03:37 pm
Boredom and a dictionary gives me...
( Possible names? )
Please comment and let me know what you think!
(Or add a few names of your own!)
30 September 2005 @ 08:33 pm
| You Are Balanced - Realist - Empowered |
You feel your life is controlled both externally and internally. You have a good sense of what you can control and what you should let go. Depending on the situation, you sometimes try to exert more control. Other times, you accept things for what they are and go with the flow. You are a realist when it comes to luck. You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random. You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you... But you do your best to try to make your own luck. You have a good deal of power, but you also know the pecking order. You realize that working the system does get you further. You know who to defer to and who to control. When it comes to the game of life, you play things flawlessly. |
20 September 2005 @ 09:13 pm
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bi_teenagers
bi_teenagers 1) Being gay in not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning.
2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.
3) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.
4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.
5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage is allowed; the sanctity of Britney Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.
6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.
7)Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.
8) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.
9) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.
10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans.
Repost if you want to spread the word on ignorance.
2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.
3) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.
4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.
5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage is allowed; the sanctity of Britney Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.
6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.
7)Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.
8) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.
9) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.
10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans.
Repost if you want to spread the word on ignorance.
18 September 2005 @ 10:17 pm
Ask me a question, about anything. I cannot refuse to answer.
(I'll post all the answers next entry.)
16 September 2005 @ 08:04 pm
Justify this feeling
eating me up inside
Jusify the angels falling
from the sky
Justify
The bottom's falling out
the quarter's sitting this one out
The star of the show's gone missing
something about "Amber glow of lithium wings, black hole burning bright"
"Liquid sky falling, Neverlove again."
"Midnight oil"
eating me up inside
Jusify the angels falling
from the sky
Justify
The bottom's falling out
the quarter's sitting this one out
The star of the show's gone missing
something about "Amber glow of lithium wings, black hole burning bright"
"Liquid sky falling, Neverlove again."
"Midnight oil"
14 September 2005 @ 10:27 pm
Breakups suck.
I wanted to be the one
to heal your scars
fight your fears
be the one to show you
how beautiful you are
now I'm left with myself
when there was you and no one else
it's all I can do cry
and wipe the tears from my eyes
and deep down, I know I should hate you
but I can't help but love you
I choke on every other word
the only words that I can speak
and all I want to do is scream
but life keeps it trapped inside me
And all I can remember
is how beautiful you are
and I know I can't live without
running into you
but I need to breathe again
to remember who I am without you
scream what you can't pray
think what you can't say
scatch at all the memories
and bleed it all away
but even blood reminds me
how beautiful you are
the look in your eyes
is etched in my mind
the way that you smiled
made me realize
I was more than just a worthless child
when I stood by your side
and now I sit alone
and watch life pass me by
I still know
the touch of your soft skin
your perfume floating in the air
I don't know what I did
but the cost, I cannot bear
deep down I know that I should hate you
but I can't help but love you
With my dying breath
I'll voice my one regret
that I never showed you
how beautiful you are
18 August 2005 @ 08:22 pm
12 August 2005 @ 12:51 am
"A man wakes up early on a saturday, dresses quietly so he doesn't wake up his wife, grabs his rifle and food, and backs his truck out of his garage, ready for a day of deer hunting. The weather's horrible. Pouring rain with some snow and the wind is, like, 50 mph. He pulls back into the garage and goes inside his house and turns on the weather channel. The weather's going to be like that all day. So he undresses and crawls back into bed, anticipating something different as he cuddles up to his wife. 'Y'know, the weather's terrible,' he tells her. 'I know,' she replies. 'Can you believe my husband's hunting in that crap?'"
03 August 2005 @ 10:31 am
If you're offended by this, go away. Don't come back.
Don't tell me I don't know what I'm talking about.
I am a genuine bisexual and have a girlfriend and an online 'boyfriend' (wow, that sounded so childish) and I've never been happier.
The difference between being bi and being slutty...
Being bisexual means that you're attracted to a person for themselves, regardless of their gender. That you feel an emotional connection with them. You genuinely fall in love with a person's soul and their physical body doesn't matter. You're willing to stand up to any sort of 'shame' or 'disgrace' because it doesn't change how you feel.
Being slutty means that you either really need to get laid, or you're just trying to impress the opposite sex (usually males) into sleeping with you because, [sarcasm]I mean, that is how you should judge your worth.[/sarcasm]
A single drunken kiss does not constitute bisexuality.
Making out with someone of the same sex for attention does not constitute bisexuality.
A dare does not constitue bisexuality.
Curiosity does not constitute bisexuality.
Bisexuality is more than just a physical attraction. It's an emotional, spiritual need for this person.
It is a genuine orientation. Stop treating it like it's some David Copperfield illusion.
"Any kind of love is fine. It's your hate you have to watch." - Margaret Cho
Don't tell me I don't know what I'm talking about.
I am a genuine bisexual and have a girlfriend and an online 'boyfriend' (wow, that sounded so childish) and I've never been happier.
The difference between being bi and being slutty...
Being bisexual means that you're attracted to a person for themselves, regardless of their gender. That you feel an emotional connection with them. You genuinely fall in love with a person's soul and their physical body doesn't matter. You're willing to stand up to any sort of 'shame' or 'disgrace' because it doesn't change how you feel.
Being slutty means that you either really need to get laid, or you're just trying to impress the opposite sex (usually males) into sleeping with you because, [sarcasm]I mean, that is how you should judge your worth.[/sarcasm]
A single drunken kiss does not constitute bisexuality.
Making out with someone of the same sex for attention does not constitute bisexuality.
A dare does not constitue bisexuality.
Curiosity does not constitute bisexuality.
Bisexuality is more than just a physical attraction. It's an emotional, spiritual need for this person.
It is a genuine orientation. Stop treating it like it's some David Copperfield illusion.
"Any kind of love is fine. It's your hate you have to watch." - Margaret Cho
26 July 2005 @ 07:33 pm
"Any kind of love is fine. It's your hate you have to watch."
"Silence equals nonexistance." - SPEAK OUT!
(Quotes taken from Margaret Cho "Cho Revolution")
"Silence equals nonexistance." - SPEAK OUT!
(Quotes taken from Margaret Cho "Cho Revolution")
03 July 2005 @ 12:32 pm
Chains of broken glass,
my struggles hold me back,
make me bleed.
(Save me)
I know what it is you fear.
I know who it is you hate
But that's not me.
It's not what you think.
It's who I want to be.
It's what I want to believe.
But what do you do
when the face in the mirror
isn't the person you really see?
Copyright 2005 © K. Thomson
my struggles hold me back,
make me bleed.
(Save me)
I know what it is you fear.
I know who it is you hate
But that's not me.
It's not what you think.
It's who I want to be.
It's what I want to believe.
But what do you do
when the face in the mirror
isn't the person you really see?
Copyright 2005 © K. Thomson
03 June 2005 @ 09:43 pm
An updated and MUCH improved version of 'Last Call'. Lyrics between the dashes are sung once throughout the following stanza. The non-dashed part of the chorus has a melody.
-I'm afraid. Oh, so afraid. Leave me here.-
The colors fade to black.
The sound fades to silence.
The light fades to dark.
-Last call, sunset, curtain fall, this is the end-
I fall
faster for you.
I sink
deeper in you.
I run
farther from you.
I must escape this nightmare.
-I'm afraid. Oh, so afraid. Leave me here.-
The colors fade to black.
The sound fades to silence.
The light fades to dark.
Eternity beckons me,
calling me away.
Promising dreams
of peace.
-Last call, sunset, curtain fall, this is the end-
I fall
faster for you.
I sink
deeper in you.
I run
farther from you.
I must escape this nightmare.
I see you've hurt me
for the first time.
How could you betray me?
I long to die!
-Last call, sunset, curtain fall, this is the end-
I fall
faster for you.
I sink
deeper in you.
I run
farther from you.
I must escape this nightmare.
-I'm afraid. Oh, so afraid. Leave me here.-
The colors fade to black.
The sound fades to silence.
The light fades to dark.
-Bleed me dry, take me from here-
I lie alone
left to waste away
into nothing.
(Fadeout with chorus)
Copyright 2005 © K. Thomson
-I'm afraid. Oh, so afraid. Leave me here.-
The colors fade to black.
The sound fades to silence.
The light fades to dark.
-Last call, sunset, curtain fall, this is the end-
I fall
faster for you.
I sink
deeper in you.
I run
farther from you.
I must escape this nightmare.
-I'm afraid. Oh, so afraid. Leave me here.-
The colors fade to black.
The sound fades to silence.
The light fades to dark.
Eternity beckons me,
calling me away.
Promising dreams
of peace.
-Last call, sunset, curtain fall, this is the end-
I fall
faster for you.
I sink
deeper in you.
I run
farther from you.
I must escape this nightmare.
I see you've hurt me
for the first time.
How could you betray me?
I long to die!
-Last call, sunset, curtain fall, this is the end-
I fall
faster for you.
I sink
deeper in you.
I run
farther from you.
I must escape this nightmare.
-I'm afraid. Oh, so afraid. Leave me here.-
The colors fade to black.
The sound fades to silence.
The light fades to dark.
-Bleed me dry, take me from here-
I lie alone
left to waste away
into nothing.
(Fadeout with chorus)
Copyright 2005 © K. Thomson
29 April 2005 @ 07:17 pm
*snort* I almost wrote a snog in progress. XD Guess what's on my mind.
This is NOT the order the song is in. Just the order I scribbled this down last night.
As the Last Petal Falls
Chorus:
No beauty to save me,
save me from the beast.
The beast lives inside me.
I run to you, I call
as the last petal falls.
Verses:
I don't want to feel like this anymore.
Don't want to feel so violated.
I want to be beautiful.
I just want to be loved again.
My own blood staining my hands.
The walls are closing in.
I cannot find you.
I'm alone again.
Bridge:
The rain pours down on me.
I drown, but I don't breathe.
Shunned, cast aside.
Do you know what it's like to be ugly?
Copyright 2005 © K. Thomson
This is NOT the order the song is in. Just the order I scribbled this down last night.
As the Last Petal Falls
Chorus:
No beauty to save me,
save me from the beast.
The beast lives inside me.
I run to you, I call
as the last petal falls.
Verses:
I don't want to feel like this anymore.
Don't want to feel so violated.
I want to be beautiful.
I just want to be loved again.
My own blood staining my hands.
The walls are closing in.
I cannot find you.
I'm alone again.
Bridge:
The rain pours down on me.
I drown, but I don't breathe.
Shunned, cast aside.
Do you know what it's like to be ugly?
Copyright 2005 © K. Thomson
26 April 2005 @ 08:39 pm
I know who you are now.
No more playing games.
It's over tonight.
I see the lies you told me.
No more pretending now.
It's over tonight.
The tears I've cried are gone now.
No more blaming myself.
It's over tonight.
Wake up! Wake up!
This is your last chance.
So make a move.
Give up! Give up!
There's nothing you can do.
Can't make me change my mind.
No more looking back now.
It's over tonight.
You were all I wanted,
all I dreamed of, made real.
You changed my life,
showed me how to feel.
But now I see,
I hate you and you don't love me!
I know who you are now.
No more playing games.
It's over tonight.
I see the lies you told me.
No more pretending now.
It's over tonight.
Wake up! Wake up!
This is your last chance.
So make a move.
Give up! Give up!
There's nothing you can do.
Can't make me change my mind.
No more looking back now.
It's over tonight.
Wake up! Wake up!
This is your last chance.
So make a move.
Give up! Give up!
There's nothing you can do.
Can't make me change my mind.
No more looking back now.
It's over tonight.
Copyright 2005 © K. Thomson
No more playing games.
It's over tonight.
I see the lies you told me.
No more pretending now.
It's over tonight.
The tears I've cried are gone now.
No more blaming myself.
It's over tonight.
Wake up! Wake up!
This is your last chance.
So make a move.
Give up! Give up!
There's nothing you can do.
Can't make me change my mind.
No more looking back now.
It's over tonight.
You were all I wanted,
all I dreamed of, made real.
You changed my life,
showed me how to feel.
But now I see,
I hate you and you don't love me!
I know who you are now.
No more playing games.
It's over tonight.
I see the lies you told me.
No more pretending now.
It's over tonight.
Wake up! Wake up!
This is your last chance.
So make a move.
Give up! Give up!
There's nothing you can do.
Can't make me change my mind.
No more looking back now.
It's over tonight.
Wake up! Wake up!
This is your last chance.
So make a move.
Give up! Give up!
There's nothing you can do.
Can't make me change my mind.
No more looking back now.
It's over tonight.
Copyright 2005 © K. Thomson
05 April 2005 @ 01:25 pm
No name yet - Not sure where I got this idea. NOT from personal experience. Has a melody. FIRST DRAFT
I love the way they look at me
when I'm looking at you.
I love the way they frown at me
when I'm smiling at you.
I love the way they hate me.
I love the way they hate me.
I love the way you hold me,
so possesive.
I love the way you touch me,
so aggressive.
I love the way you want me.
I love the way you want me.
I hate the way you make me feel.
Empty, deluded.
I hate the way you lie to me,
like I'm stupid.
I hate the way you laugh at me
when I say I hate you!
Say I hate you!
Say I hate you!
Repeat V1& V2
Hollow and alone,
barely breathin',
no longer loved,
broken defeated.
I love the way they look at me.
I hate the way you lie to me.
I love the way you want me.
I hate the way you laugh at me.
I love the way you hold me.
I hate the way you made me.
I love the way they hate me.
I hate the way I love you.
Way I love you!
Way I love you!
Say I hate you!
Way I love you!
Copyright 2005 © K. Thomson
I love the way they look at me
when I'm looking at you.
I love the way they frown at me
when I'm smiling at you.
I love the way they hate me.
I love the way they hate me.
I love the way you hold me,
so possesive.
I love the way you touch me,
so aggressive.
I love the way you want me.
I love the way you want me.
I hate the way you make me feel.
Empty, deluded.
I hate the way you lie to me,
like I'm stupid.
I hate the way you laugh at me
when I say I hate you!
Say I hate you!
Say I hate you!
Repeat V1& V2
Hollow and alone,
barely breathin',
no longer loved,
broken defeated.
I love the way they look at me.
I hate the way you lie to me.
I love the way you want me.
I hate the way you laugh at me.
I love the way you hold me.
I hate the way you made me.
I love the way they hate me.
I hate the way I love you.
Way I love you!
Way I love you!
Say I hate you!
Way I love you!
Copyright 2005 © K. Thomson
23 March 2005 @ 05:02 pm
16 March 2005 @ 12:35 pm
Unforgiven- Another unfinished song... (Inspired by that dream I posted about earlier)
I don't want to feel like this anymore.
Don't want to feel so violated.
I want to be beautiful.
I just want to be loved again.
My own blood staining my hands,
the walls are closing in.
I call for you.
I can't find you.
I'm unforgiven.
Copyright 2005 © K. Thomson
I don't want to feel like this anymore.
Don't want to feel so violated.
I want to be beautiful.
I just want to be loved again.
My own blood staining my hands,
the walls are closing in.
I call for you.
I can't find you.
I'm unforgiven.
Copyright 2005 © K. Thomson
10 March 2005 @ 11:43 am
Working on a new song. Here's what I've got so far.
Part of V1:
Living my life of uncertainty,
hung by your every jaded word. ....
....
Chorus:
Judging by the words that you say,
I think we're better off this way.
Goodbye and goodnight.
Goodbye, goodnight.
....
Bridge:
I'm not a toy to play with and throw away.
I'm not your whore to beat at the end of the day. ....
....
Chorus
Copyright 2005 © K. Thomson
Part of V1:
Living my life of uncertainty,
hung by your every jaded word. ....
....
Chorus:
Judging by the words that you say,
I think we're better off this way.
Goodbye and goodnight.
Goodbye, goodnight.
....
Bridge:
I'm not a toy to play with and throw away.
I'm not your whore to beat at the end of the day. ....
....
Chorus
Copyright 2005 © K. Thomson
26 February 2005 @ 08:11 pm
Go here. To hear teh hawtness of teh Kat! XDD
Actually, it's only an okay recording. Stupid computer wouldn't cooperate and this was the best I could salvage. PLEASE KEEP IN MIND IT'S ONLY A RAW RECORDING!! (And a rather dismal one at that.)
EDIT: Quit working. Hmmm. I'll try again.
Actually, it's only an okay recording. Stupid computer wouldn't cooperate and this was the best I could salvage. PLEASE KEEP IN MIND IT'S ONLY A RAW RECORDING!! (And a rather dismal one at that.)
EDIT: Quit working. Hmmm. I'll try again.